Ahhh...
So, it has been a while since my last post and here I sit erasing almost everything I write. I am not sure what to say. I have a number of things rumbling in my head, but none that I know how to write or even know if I want to share them. I know I eventually need to but at this point, no.
It hasn't quite hit me yet that I am no longer going to school, although I still live in Portland and work at the same place...life is different. I have time, more time than I know what to do with. I struggle with having too much time. I know that Paul encourages us to make the most of every opportunity, but what does that look like? I don't know...
So, here I am writing and processing a number of things that I am not sure I can process them all at once...but nonetheless it makes my brain hurt and tires my heart.
At any rate, I will try and post as my processing becomes more concrete and tangible. But know that I am alive...
It hasn't quite hit me yet that I am no longer going to school, although I still live in Portland and work at the same place...life is different. I have time, more time than I know what to do with. I struggle with having too much time. I know that Paul encourages us to make the most of every opportunity, but what does that look like? I don't know...
So, here I am writing and processing a number of things that I am not sure I can process them all at once...but nonetheless it makes my brain hurt and tires my heart.
At any rate, I will try and post as my processing becomes more concrete and tangible. But know that I am alive...
